rainy days and mondays

Ok so like in know what your thinkin' the carpenters???? well for everyone that does'nt know the carpenters is this old band who was most famous for one of there songs that they made called rainy days and mondays. but sadly karen who was like the singer of the band died of anorexia. but anyways this blog is just talking about the rain outside. I am going tired and dull of it. i just wish that the weather would stay the same for like 3 days. because somedays the weather is hot, windy, rainy, freezing. all in one week, thats so strange to me. I just know that back in knoxville the weather would be the same for like a couple of weeks, but here you never know what the hell your gonna. so i like stay glued to the weather channel. but anywho i just really want this rain to go away. really really really badly!!!!

madonna and her music

Ok so i like love madonna, i think she is like really cool, even though she can't acutally sing a lick. I just love her style. so just the other day i was singing ray of light to myself in the middle of class it just happen to get stuck in my head and i could'nt stop thinking about it. I thought about it all day and i just realized that i really fuckin love that song it's just the beat that i love a lot, i like the techno that she puts into the song. But one thing that i have noticed about madonna she has really changed her appearance because when she first came out she was a little chubby with bleach blonde hair she actually looked a lot like marlyn monroe and a little later around like 95 or 96 she turned like really really weird she like lost a ass load of weight and died her hair jet black i just found that a little much, and then she got like super muscular, and died her hair strawberry blonde, and low and behold a gap in her teeth appears, but whatever she decides to do is her business. just don't quit making music!!!!!

Sociology

Ok so like my sociology class is kickin my ass and there is absoulutely (i think i spelled that wrong) noting i can do about it. Well first off i have the professor that is known for being impossible to pass, and his test are killer-ridiculous. I just try so hard to understand that basic concept as to what it is that he is talking about i understand like maybe 45% of what he is talking about. He is a wonder guy and i love him as a person, but as a teacher i think it is time for him to like fuckin retire because is is 69 years old. Sometimes i think he makes class hard on purpose. He like to start randomly singing opera in the class room, and it throws me off big time and i don't righty know why he does it but it is fuckin harlarious. and he is such a wonderful wonderful person, but is a horrible teacher.

Dirty laundry

OK so like i started talking to this guy like back in sep. and i thought he was soo sexy he looks just like kanye-west and god knows that i love my kanye. And he asked for my phone number and we stayed in contact for a long time, And he asked me to be his girlfriend and i was soo skeptical about dating him because he sales drugs, and he beats the shit out of people that cross him so yeah i felt like i was livin in a mafia movie because you know how like the mobster has his wife that like helps him kill people and traffic drugs for him and when i thought about that i was like terrified out of my mind but he is really really sweet to me. So over time he felt that we were not going to work so he gets back with his ex-girlfriend and that hurt me alot. But we tried talking again after he broke up with her, and it still did'nt work out because he said that i had a lot of growing to do, and i knew that i did so, we went like 3 months without talking to each other. But just the other day he called me crying pleading for me not to hang the phone up, because he really cared about me and he realized that i was a wonderful magnificent person, and that he LOVED ME. i was like super shocked because he did'nt love anybody, and i told him that in due time if he wants this to work then he will have to be patient, and he told me he would. And so i said well we will just have to take baby steps and see what happens.... and besides it's not everyday i get to drive an escalade truck!!! so wish me luck you guys.

Past

today i was thinking about my past year. I think that i could have handled my past year a little better than what i did. I could have made better grades and i could have made more friends. Now that i look back at what happend to me this past school year it shows me how i have grown in such a short amount of time. When i first came here to college i was willing to make new friends and be known. Well as time progressed i suffered a few heart aches, stalkers, bitches, fake-friends, and crazy ass folks. And i soon came to find out that i was just better off being to myself in the first place but i mean hey... we all gotta learn somehow?

Cute guy in library

Ok so today i was in the library doing my english stuff and like i saw this dude that looked just like kanye West and god knows i think kanye is like super sexy, and that i can't live without him. So anywhom i see this guy at the printer and i walk up to him and i say what it do boo. (which translates to....hi). Then he looks at me and says hey pretty and that like made my day because that let me know that he thought i was pretty. And then we just started a conversation from there on out and i thought he was just MR. It. OH my god he was lookin good smelling good he looked just like kanye except for kanye's big ass cheeks, and make kanye buff. He had on this hollister t-shirt that fit o-so tight so i could see his 8-pack and some tight little jeans so i could see his tight little ass. And he gave me his number and he told me to call him tomorrow because he wants to hang out with me on friday and i was like cool. will do boo. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he was soo fuckin FINE!!!!!!!

Busta Rhymes

Ok so like everybody has a celebrity that they just obsess over and mine happens to be busta rhymes. I think he is so fuckin sexy he makes me melt into a big puddle of oooze everytime i see him or think about seeing him. I just love his masculinity it drives me crazy and if i ever find out that he is coming anywhere close to tennessee like, georgia, florida, mississippi, alambama, kentucky, ect. I would just my happy ass on the first avalible bus to get to him. I remember when i first saw him i was like 5 years old and i was getting my hair presses in the kitchen. And i saw krs-one on the t.v. rapping and then i saw busta rhymes, my little heart just stopped i thought he was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
rediculously, utterly breathing taking, mind-blowingly sexy. So call me a psycho is you want but nothing will ever change the way i feel for him.